These are based on the beautiful botanical tattoos of Kirsten Holliday (kirstenmakestattoos).
Ending Day 2 of being stuck inside my house. First this being stuck at home did not start as a choice. Lots of things have been happening/happened this summer, situations changed, and well here I am. Let’s just say that I’ve got a lot more responsibilities on my plate than I have in past years, and with me entering my 3rd year in college, it’s not exactly ideal to have these things dropped on me.
It’s weird because I’ve been complaining about how I’m not allowed to leave the house but when I do get the chance to leave, I don’t take it. Because there’s been a lot going on, I keep trying to convince myself that maybe it’s because if I step outside all my problems will come flying at me. Unfortunately, it’s been getting more difficult to get myself to leave the house or to even leave my room sometimes. I’m scared to do things… to talk to the wrong person, to make the wrong move, etc. It’s not fair that I have to be strong all the time and it’s especially not fair that everyone expects me to be able to take care of other people when I can barely take care of myself right now.
I’m just tired of this cycle and have been placing all my energy into waiting for that one day when I wake up and realize that everything is ok. Tbh, that’s the only thing that’s been keeping me going these days… just knowing that one day this will all be over and I will be able to breathe again.
Tom Felton: A Tour of Diagon Alley
- me: i'm just going to rest my eyes for 5 minutes.
- me: wakes up march 27th, 2098.